My ex was …
The Love of my life
Maybe I should …
think about doing something more with my life
I love …
My family, my car, my dog and my amazing friends
I don't understand …
why people can't leave others alone
my mind cause of a man
People would say that I'm …
caring, loving, faithful, a good listener.... marriage matterial
Love is …
a hopeless dream if you find it don't let it go
Somewhere, someone is …
Laughing at me
I will always …
Forever is …
I never want to …
turn in to my sister
When I wake up in the morning I am…
hitting the snooze button and turning over
Life is full of…
surprises and disapointment
My past is incredibly full of …
Memories some of which i wish i didn't have
I get annoyed when …
People don't listen
Parties are for…
enjoying the company of others friends and stranges alike
I wish …
I could be happy with myself as i am
Kisses are the worst when …
the other person is eating you
Tomorrow I'm going to ….
go to milton keynes
I really want …
to stay in touch with my friends
If I had a million pounds …
pay off my parents mortgage
buy myself a "herbie" beetle and a beetle for every day of the week
Hiya all is good in the world of me have uncontrollable hormones and the like not helped by man whores any who enough of that! got paid am great and im going to get an induction kit for my car!!!! any mechanics out there help would be greatly appreciated!!!!! ok thats reall all i ahve in me at the moment coz it would just take too long to go thru the fantastic weekend i have had!
kimmy ova and out!
It's NOT as bad as I make it out to be....
Ok so where am I with my life? Oooo the ultimate question which I can't answer.
But what I can do is let all you lurverly people what I have done recently (which shouldn't take too long)
Since January I have been working K-Swiss (they make chav trainers) so yeah I'm in customer services, so what do I do? Process invoices, make tea and coffee, answer the phone (i have been told I have the perfect face for the telephone this was in my old job) actually the exact words were "that lady on the phone is very polite" and my ex work colleague said "Yes she is perfect for the phone" - meaning I am polite on the phone unless I know the person then I am a bit more familiar (i.e I flirt with them and make them more at ease on the phone!) Those of you who know me know that I will flirt with anyone, it's all good fun and it doesn't hurt any one (I'm never going to meet them!!!!!)
Oh yes i also get to deal with worn SMELLY/DIRTY Shoes yuck (i have gagged recently yucky yuck yuck) some we get back have been unworn and the stitching is fraying so instead of scrapping them we take them home!!! hahahahahaha
So yeah that's going well (better than my last job was there for 3 years and was fed up the abuse.
Still on the subject of K-Swiss we are going to Holland at the end of the month woo can't wait as is somewhere I haven't been going to Utrecht (not sure if that is how you spell it) for a "staff day" which is just an excuse to meet up and get drunk!!!!
Ok, had a disaterous Valentines day (was poorly) and didn't get any cards oh well always next year.
Fell for a guy, went wrong we are still mates which is cool, not lost out there then (My time will come eventually) had a positive e-mail from sbf which was encouraging and bought a smile to my face! (they are in short supply at the moment Smiles that is.)
Ok what else.....
I have been going to Milton Keynes to see Alayne yay! and she is coming down here at the weekend (can't wait!!!!!) going to get "merry" on Alcomohol.
backtracking got am MP3 palyer for my birthday and am obsessed with downloading - doing it as we speak - woman see mulit tasking
Positive affirmation please don't faint!!
thats all from me. (is that enough?)
OK so here goes....
I have friends who love me and for those i am thank full and im not after a soul mate coz i have one (lainy thats you) btw i am not a lesbian, what i mean is lainy knows me better than i know myself which can be a little annoying in a good way because even if im covering up how i reallt feel she knows the truth it is very hard to hide anything from her.
This is just a general statement - to all the people out there I have taken for granted i am sorry and i appreciate absolutly everything you have done for me:
Alayne: - for just being there you deserve a fucking medal! i annoy myself all the time so i can only imagine what it is like for you, but you have the patients of a saint i need you more and more each day at the moment this phase will pass in time and any thing i can do for you just ask...
Chris:- having you as a friend has made a huge difference in my life and i love you loads and value your opinion and i like the fact that you don't care that im mental (in a good way)you are the best sbf!!!!!!!!!! love you always
Craig:- my partner in silliness! hahahahaha when i think back on the times we have spent staying up late at gatherings getting high on sugar and such and having silly discussions re old TV programme's and our fights (only meant in fun)we are the core don't forget that!
Dave:- what i want to say here i can't because it would embarass me and you so that will have to wait until another life.... what i will say is that after Alayne you know me better that most and after what our "Friendship" has been through (more like what i subjected it to) you are still here and well that means alot to me.
ignore the spelling coz i can't spell
MY LIFE SUCKS! there we are thats the long and short of it!!!! why do i always get my hopes up? when something starts to look good it all goes tits up and i can't think why...
i was having an indepth chat with a "friend" the other night and i was saying how i felt like something was/is missing from my life and well the point they made kind of hit home what i am searching for is already in my life im just so engrossed in trying to find it im totally missing it - actual words may have beed changed as was told off for directly quoting said "friend".
i have come to realise that i have no social life what so ever - the high light of my weekend so far? (there isn't one!!!!)
as you can tell im hanging on to a dream that isn't there and well thats just rubbish, i need to find an outlet for my agression/passion/tension any ideas please e-mail me unless your idea is any of the following
curling up into a ball and crying!
1. Men are like ........Laxatives ...... They irritate the shit out of
2. Men are like ........ Bananas ...... The older they get, the less
firm they are.
3. Men are like ........ Weather ..... Nothing can be done to change
4. Men are like ........ Blenders ..... You need One, but you're not
quite sure why.
5. Men are like ....... Chocolate Bars .... Sweet, smooth, & they
usually head right for your hips.
6. Men are like ....... Commercials ...... You can't believe a word
7. Men are like ........ Department Stores ..... Their clothes are
always 1/2 off.
8. Men are like ........ Government Bonds ..... They take soooooooo
9. Men are like ....... Mascara ...... They usually run at the first
sign of emotion.
10. Men are like ....... Popcorn . ..... They satisfy you, but only
a little while.
11. Men are like . Snowstorms ............. You never know when they're
how many inches you'll get or how long it will last.
12. Men are like ........ Lava Lamps ..... Fun to look at, but not very
13. Men are like ........ Parking Spots . All the good ones are taken,
the rest are handicapped.
fuckers fuckers fuckers fuckers fuckers fuckers fuckers fuckers fuckers whats up with the world?
woo woo woo bollocks! that is all i have to say today
By definition Trousers are unable to think or act but the trousers are back in force why they can't just stay in the background and not leave i don't know i know having a brain is an important thing but they are confusing why can't it ever be black n white?